Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Dear Granna,

It has been a while since I have written. The last time I wrote I was so full of despair and afraid of what the world was going to bring to me...and now I am excited and ready to take on the world. So many things have changed, so many doors have been closed...and so many new ones have opened. I'm loving myself and loving my life, and open to the idea of loving again.

My counselor is really helping me through hard times. She told me the best thing to do was to "take out the trash" and get rid of the people who brought me down, this would be including Nick and Jason. And you know what? I feel free. If it wasn't one thing with them, it was another, always hurting me, always rejecting me...and I was finally done. And look at me now!

There is a light at the end of the tunnel...no more darkness. I'm growing stronger every day and looking forward to the future. It is the first time in a long time that I remember that I am actually looking forward to life's adventures.

My next big adventure is going to happen in March. I'm not entirely sure what posessed me to do this, but I am going to meet someone. Who knows what will happen between us. If there is nothing there, then we can remain good friends...but if there is something...maybe it will start a whole new chapter in my life. I'm excied and scared, but ready to take the leap.

Kim