Dear Granna,
Things are...complicated... It is so weird, and challenging, I don't know what is going to happen with the future, if I am going to be able to make it that far... And it is just...complicated.
I don't know what to do anymore. Sit and wait? Sit and hope? In all of my experiences of waiting and hoping, things have not turned out the same. Here I have someone who wants to give me everything, someone who wants to spend the rest of his life making me happy, and I don't believe it. Not one word.
It's a shame that we get so hurt in our lives that when the one true thing comes along, we just don't believe it. And destroy it before it happens. I am trying my best to be open and loving, but always in the back of my mind there is the little voice that tells me it is doomed to fail. Because of who I am.
Kim
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