Dear Granna,
It's always the same... They realize I am going to be a challenge, that I have a ton of baggage... and then there is nothing.
Do you think in this life I'm supposed to learn to love myself first before I can let anyone else love me?
The person who I once was...the one who would give her heart away at the drop of a hat, the one who would love unconditionally as if there was no tomorrow...she's gone. Replaced by some heartless drone that, when presented with a potential future, just...shuts down. Shuts down and drives people away.
I am so much the polar opposite of what I used to be. This is what I wanted though, to be cold, to not hurt... Funny how it would show up when I least need it.
Kim
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