Monday, November 26, 2007

Dear Granna,

I can't believe November is almost over already. It seems like just yesterday I was ringing in the New Year and now it is almost gone. This coming year is going to have so many changes, I don't think I am going to know what to do with myself. Today I am waiting to hear back from my dream house...every time I think of it, it is warm and welcoming and I can't wait to make it my own. As soon as I hear back from the Landlady, I can finally put my notice in on my current place and start packing and get ready to move out. There is nothing more that I want right now than to move on. Right now I have butterflies in my stomach just thinking about the future, as to before where I would be filled with dread and fear and didn't want to face it. But I am strong, and I can do this. The wheel is starting to turn and life is starting to look good for the first time in as long as I can remember. Some things are scary, but it is a good fear.

The fog in my mind is starting to lift and I'm finally starting to feel like me again.

Kim