Thursday, July 3, 2008

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Dear Granna,

It's over, Granna.

He doesn't feel the "spark."

So, instead of waiting it out and seeing if something like that develops...he just wants to end it.

I feel...I don't know what I feel. I had hoped for the best, but I guess sometimes what you really want you just can't get.

I guess it wasn't meant to be. I guess this was the sign I was waiting for... It doesn't hurt any less... If I hadn't gotten attached it wouldn't be as hard, but I just feel rejected and having no value. How can I be so unlovable? Why does this reason keep coming up?

It's life, I guess. Now I need to start the process or moving on...maybe the right one will find me. I'm tired of looking.

Please send me your strength to get through this.

Kim

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