Thursday, March 19, 2009

Dear Granna,

Tomorrow I head off for my big adventure. I think this is the first trip I've taken with friends anywhere, let alone to Las Vegas! Tonight after work I am meeting up with Sonia's daughters and we're going to go to Forever 21 and look for some suitable clubbing clothes. I have no idea what kids wear to clubs these days, but, that store was suggested to me a few times. Hopefully it will be cheap and easy. Just want to make sure I can get into the club.

Another amazing thing has happened -- I can write again. And I don't mean writing letters or blogging. I can actually -write- again. I rewrote the prologue to my book a few days back, and it just started coming out from there. Every second of every day since then I have wanted to write. Ideas have been flowing out of me like a river. Even at work I'll stop every few minutes and write a few ideas down before getting back to work. I don't want to lose this muse. I want to hang onto it and finish my book and get it out there like I've always wanted to. Hopefully I can maintain this. Mom says that it is because I am taking all of the negative things out of my life and letting the positive flow back in and that is why my muse has returned. Whether or not she is right, I'm not sure... but ever since this "break" I'm on...it is...refreshing. Amazing. I'm bringing my laptop with me this weekend so in the middle of the night when I can't sleep, or when I'm lounging by the pool I will be able to write. If I can put out just a few pages of quality material a day...I would be so thankful.

Being an attorney is still on the to-do list, but if I can write in my free time, that would be all the better for me! So, wish me luck with my adventure this weekend, and my writing. It is finally good to be -me- again.

Kim